The Plea of a Helpless Man

Being a child, there were some little dreams I saw In every dream, there was success, with strength and flaws In every dream, there was a new purpose, a new smile In every dream, there was a unique happiness, a new life But now I can see the last of them fading away In a single moment, my life is destroyed Iike a astray All of my prayers were in vain, everything I ever prayed My dreams no longer holds any weight, for by this world I am betrayed There was happiness and there were tears There was excitement of success and there was a fear A fear of losing, Now nothing is left rather than a deep stain A stain deep in heart, which can't be wash away and is full of pain After losing everything, like a begger I am standing on God's door I am totally Impoverished, have brought with me my remorse A begger, who don't have a bowl, neither a cloth Someone who has been defeated by world's fraud In utter helplessness, I am constantly knocking the door of happiness So far there is no answer, maybe God is busy in His busyness Just like million others I am also sitting there With my head bowed down in complete humility and indulgence For I don't have anywhere else to go, no place, no home But someone told me that there is alot of space in God's court So just like this I am here, just want your support My hands are totally empty of anything that can be offered here Neither am I aware of the etiquettes that are followed here For I am a poor begger, who don't even know how to beg. Yes, I am the one who is fallen from blessing For my life can't be any depressing, I was destroyed the exact second I forgot you, the moment I thought money to be my God The moment in you I lose my hope O God, are you listening? Your mortal is crying People think that I am happy, for the eyes can decieve But the heart never lies, every single moment it cries There are deep scars in it which can never go away God IF YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE FALLEN HOLD MY HAND AND STAND UP, FOR I AM THE ONE FROM ME,WHY DO YOU FLEE I AM DEEP IN YOUR HEART, JUST ACCEPT ME IF YOU SAY THAT YOU ARE LEFT WITHOUT A SHELTER I HAVE FORGIVEN ALL OF YOUR SINS,FOR I AM YOUR PROTECTOR I AM THE NUR (REFLECTED LIGHT) OF YOUR EYES IN MY EYES, YOU ARE AS INNOCENT AS A NEW BORN CHILD YOU LOOKED FOR ME IN THE FIRE BUT I AM NOT SOMETHING WHICH WITH WATER CAN DISAPPEAR YOU LOOKED FOR ME IN THE STARS AND MOON OF THE SKY BUT MY LIGHT NEVER FADES AND I AM WAY BIGGER THAN A MOON SIZE YOU LOOKED FOR ME IN THE POWERFUL SHINING SUN BUT WITH MY LIGHT, PEOPLE EYES DON'T BURN YOU LOOKED FOR ME IN THE STORM BUT I DON'T DISTURB PEOPLE, NEITHER DO I HAVE ANY FORM FOR I AM IN THE BEAUTIFUL MELODY WHICH SINGS WHICH CAN CALM A MONSTER AND IS BEAUTIFUL THAN ANY GUITARS STING I LIVES IN THE HEART OF PEOPLES, JUST PEEK IN YOUR HEART AND YOU WILL FIND ME, ONCE YOU DID, NOBODY CAN DO US APART