The Past Haunts Me

The past is what haunts me. Its what kicks me down. Its what follows me... I used to get bullied at school, all the time. And i have noticed, that it is slowly coming back.. And i find myself asking "Why me?" I find myself wondering why it is coming back... Im thinking "Will it ever end? Or just keep coming back to haunt me?" I cant take this anymore, It is killing me inside. I feel like nothing. I feel as if i am alone. I feel as if i have nothing. I feel as if no one cares. No one, no one understands. I feel as if im living in my past. I cant take this anymore, Its just to much.. I want to leave.. But i cant get myself to do it.. So i shall wait.. Until the day.. That i can leave.. And leave this world happy, Without me..