The Pain I Feel

The Pain I Feel The pain I feel Is unbearable I don’t think It's comparable Living with them is like torture Feels like life’s getting shorter But I’m pushing through Because I have things to do Right now I’m just a minor Though I’m going to become a Fashion designer I’ve got a family waiting for me At 18 I’ll be free To go with them and live my life The way a teen should The pain I feel needs to end Though for now I’ll just pretend I’ve got 1 year 10 months left I’ll try to make it the best Keeping the move out on the down low Until everyone’s ready to go I’ve got a driver and a new family all lined up I just gotta keep on going And when I leave I’ll finally be glowing I can’t be who I wanna be at home I’m put down for my personality So I hide in a lil dome I have abandonment and trust issues I cry from being disowned but I don’t use tissues My dad left me without warning, so I use my sleeve My mom and stepdad are abusive, I just wanna leave! The pain I feel will come to an end soon….. 1 year 10 months Move out date 10/24/24