The Pain I Feel

sometimes i lay awake at night
just thingking about my past 
and wondering how long 
this awful memory will last

it tears me open inside
and rips my brain to shreds 
sometimes i want to kill my self 
jut to get this from my head

the memory is short 
but the pain is everlasting
people wonder how im still standing

they say that im strong
tell me im brave
then why does it sitll feel the same

if i am so strong
then why do i feel weak

why is vit so hard to finaly get some sleep
why cant i shut my eyes
why cant i get this from my brain
all that i want is to finnaly stop this pain
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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October 20, 2008 at 1:56 PM
Hey lindzy of course i remember you!! lol anyways my email is [email protected] anyways awsome write keep it up
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