The Other Me.

My pain and sorrow from yesterday has subsided,
gone is the anger and frustration that that boiled my blood and poisoned my 
mind,
I`m to old to let them know how I fill so I hold it  in side.
in my younger years I would have lashed out spoke words that are not to kind.
now  an adult with kids and a wife my tongue is tide,
to know my actions my reactions and my words are watched and heard,
so I bite my tongue and say and do whats right the truth I hide.
my fillings mean nothing to those who care childish actions over turned .
was I right when I said what was on my mind uncaring of ones fillings,
to me they don`t care if I hurt or how I fill,
my actions need to be the right one even if there`s are not ...condescending .
if I let out how I fill the real me will be reviled .
so excuse me, my fault, no not at all, I`ll turn the other cheek,
I`ll let you be you while they mold me,
they like me this way old and weak.
I love the one in side the one I long to be.
the one that hides behind this smile who looks from behind dark eyes,
who I was, was a child in rage,
one who never let troubles by.
now that child's locked in a cage.
so look at me the one and only person I`ll be calm, forgiving, loving and carefree,
I hope the doors stay locked for the person I want to be, the one inside the one 
you should n`t disrespect, I hope eye to eye you`ll never be.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2006

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Kendrick Avatar
December 26, 2009 at 3:40 AM
Anger not properly handled only comes back to haunt one. Writing about it, exercising, and doing something that you enjoy will bring a better result also discussing issues to get a ground on which to work also helps. Congratulations on your featured work. Keep the pen flowing. Sara
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December 22, 2009 at 3:36 AM
Congratulations on having your poem featured this week. Best wishes and much success in your writing endeavors. A. W. Nutter www.freewebs.com/abcedit
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December 22, 2009 at 3:32 AM
Congratulations on your remarkable poetry being featured this week Michael. I wish you the best in your writing endeavors in 2010 whatever they may be. Love, Carol
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December 21, 2009 at 11:21 PM
Beautifully written. Made me reflect. You won't be able to keep it in forever, the child inside. If there is anger still there, it needs to be resolved. Btw, "fillings" should be spelled "feelings". :) Congrats on your poem being featured this week. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2010! Caroline.
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December 21, 2009 at 11:12 AM
Congratulations on your featured poem this week, Merry Christmas to you >> James
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December 21, 2009 at 11:07 AM
Congrats on your poem being featured this week!! Very well deserved. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and yours. May 2010 be your best year ever! Love Light Patty
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December 21, 2009 at 5:39 AM
A great lesson of self control. Also thought provoking poem, congratulations on it being featured
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