The New Old Crux

There was no knowing
the truth of the matter, 
what was, what would be, 
and there is no knowing now.
The small town lights
shone in the cold, dry night,
some may have illuminated
lonely strangers and rats
or quiet lovers parting, 
or strangeness in the night,
and we’d never know,
but somehow I hoped I might.
I’d never been asked 
so plainly what mattered most, 
and in a peculiar moment
I couldn’t say either way.
I had comfortably tethered 
for fear of being untethered,
but she may have tethered first,
it was her greatest need.
The small town windows
and suburban windows beyond
glowed, each in its place,
around a person or a thing,
or people and things,
that we did not know
and surely never would,
I hoped I never would.
There remains no knowing,
what was oddly was,
I’d say I don’t and didn’t care,
but I stand alone with it now.

10th December 2018
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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December 18, 2018 at 8:16 PM
Hi Lawrence, another deep and thought-provoking poem comes from your pen. As ever, I do love the content of this write. I spend time in reflection as I read. Your poetry does stir the emotions my friend. Have a wonderful Wednesday. Your friend always....Mike.
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December 18, 2018 at 11:09 PM
Thanks again, Mike, I'm always pleased at any write being well received. Visit and comment appreciated.
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December 18, 2018 at 5:49 AM
Very philosophical write, my dear friend, Lawrence. Excellent as usual...Charlie
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December 18, 2018 at 7:28 AM
Thanks, Charles, always very happy for your visits and comments, and very glad you enjoyed.
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December 17, 2018 at 9:07 AM
Lawrence, your poem is very well written with so many layers. I have read it 3 times and I'm sure that I have not found all of them. Well done. All the best~ Warren
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December 18, 2018 at 4:27 AM
Thanks, Warren, very pleased you like it, and particularly pleased if I can provoke any degree of contemplation. Visit and comment appreciated.
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December 12, 2018 at 3:21 AM
Hi Lawrence, A philosophical write, deep and questioning . We will never know all until that day when all will be revealed! I enjoyed your poem Lawrence. Do you live in South Africa because so do I. Best wishes, Jennifer.
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December 12, 2018 at 4:07 AM
Thank you very much, Jennifer, really glad you enjoyed. Yes, Johannesburg.
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December 10, 2018 at 8:04 PM
My dear friend, your wonderfully deep and insightful poetry always gives me cause to reflect upon the past memories of my life and oft think, there once went I.. Closing verses sums up many times in my life that bittersweet memories remind me of my youth and my past.....
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December 11, 2018 at 9:20 AM
Thank you, as always, for your encouragement and fellowship; appreciated no end, Robert.
One Avatar
December 10, 2018 at 12:19 PM
Deep personal poetry is always the best.. you expressed with emotions..
Sharp Avatar
December 11, 2018 at 9:18 AM
Thanks, S1, very pleased if you enjoyed it.
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December 10, 2018 at 10:01 AM
You write such wonderful poems of depth, Lawrence..I often have to pause and ponder! Fear of being un-tethered grips from time to time ..and we may claim to know but much we don't.
Sharp Avatar
December 11, 2018 at 9:17 AM
Thanks, Vijay, your feedback and support is always very well received.
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