The Mistake That Killed My Happy Ending

I wish I could say Everything will be ok Everyone expects me to be fine But I know I won’t be till I know you’re mine There’s something missing inside There’s something I can’t hide Trying to act like everything’s fine But inside its killing me knowing that you’re not mine All these feelings inside I just can’t fight I need your love tonight Thinking about it every day You are perfect in every single way I didn’t mean any of those things I said If I had to lose you I’d rather be dead This is one nightmare from which I can’t wake I’m praying you will forgive me for my mistake I let you slide through my holding grasp Now guilt is rushing in with its hideous mask How can I ever look you in the face again Knowing how I destroyed you from within I wish I could say Everything will be ok Everyone expects me to be fine But I know I won’t till I know you’re mine Save me from this pain inside This guilt is reminding me how I lied Forgive me for my mistake I promise you never again will I forsake Your love is just too great It will forever stop this heartache There’s something missing inside There’s something I can’t hide Trying to act like everything’s fine But inside it’s killing me knowing that you’re not mine This is one nightmare from which I can’t wake I’m praying you will forgive me for my mistake