The Longest Song I'Ve Ever Written Ch-3

I’m acting – um – rather gloom-struck sour…
Bittersweet like blood my attitude is
But, I must work as a team…what do you want? A kiss?

Chorus: I need you and I want you
I miss you and I covet you
The addictions of you on my mind…
Girls I have left behind
Guys I have left behind
I’m sorry
(Follow me into the light) x7
Nightfall won’t let us fall
Give it your all
Nightfall won’t let us die
Let live, let die
Let live, let die
Let live, let die…
I won’t shed a tear…
Fear me not, sheer fear

v.15 Madly in love
Dreaming of the girl I once loved…a rather nasty dove
Negativity and positivity sink into me and all…
Please, God, answer this call…call…
Perfectly bad…still sad…

Chorus: I need you and I want you
I miss you and I covet you
The addictions of you on my mind…
Girls I have left behind
Guys I have left behind
I’m sorry
(Follow me into the light) x7
Nightfall won’t let us fall
Give it your all
Nightfall won’t let us die
Let live, let die
Let live, let die
Let live, let die…
I won’t shed a tear…
Fear me not, sheer fear

v.16 Stubborn and determined I am … I am …
Like a ?#?celeb?… put me on cam … … … …
When I reached 16 years of age,
I got so much into social media…I was a bird in the white and black cage
My imagination, a place I would be sooner or later,
My agitation, my face was looked at by lovers and haters

Brighten my scars and stars of plenty
I have plenty…look…
Look, a shoooooting star… glancing at the book…
The book of a billion words…
Soaring bright like seagull birds
One day, I shall be back on my neat street
Falling around me…
Don’t knock me down, you are so silly
On the ground
Without a sound…sound…sound…

Chorus: I need you and I want you
I miss you and I covet you
The addictions of you on my mind…
Girls I have left behind
Guys I have left behind
I’m sorry
(Follow me into the light) x7
Nightfall won’t let us fall
Give it your all
Nightfall won’t let us die
Let live, let die
Let live, let die
Let live, let die…
I won’t shed a tear…
Fear me not, sheer fear

v. 17 Yes, readers, I am only 17…
I write for a living…
Cams of many have snapped photos of me…
I’m famous and happy as can be
My dreams are coming true slowly, but surely
Perfectly bad…
Still sad…sad that I wasn’t mad…
At the times I’ve wasted…
Wasted on the floor by sick regret and overpiling debt…
SET ME FREE…
BURY THE WORRIES BEHIND YOU
DON’T YOU BE…
SEEN BY THE WICKED, HORRID CREW
Yes, I’m insane…
On a waaaaay different lane

Chorus: I need you and I want you
I miss you and I covet you
The addictions of you on my mind…
Girls I have left behind
Guys I have left behind

 I’m sorry
(Follow me into the light) x7
Nightfall won’t let us fall
Give it your all
Nightfall won’t let us die
Let live, let die
Let live, let die
Let live, let die…
I won’t shed a tear…
Fear me not, sheer fear

v. 18 What will I do when I’m 18 years of age?
Will I be on another page? Will I be on another page?
It’s too late to change your mind about anything
You screwed up everything…you don’t know a thing
About me
Can’t you see?
I have shown up in different feelings…
But, I am mending by the healings…
In need of a loving hand
In need of a loving hand
Lazy and crazy
In the phase of bewilderment
The mess of what I have made
Goodbyes I have bade
Cuts me slightly like a jagged blade
I’m a red shade, I’m sorry, I’m a red shade
The water is rising
I surprise myself…I’m rising…
The water below
Sinking below…so low…sinking below…so low
And on and on, I grow and glow and I do know
Another way out…
TREAD GOD’S ROUTE

Chorus: I need you and I want you
I miss you and I covet you
The addictions of you on my mind…
Girls I have left behind
Guys I have left behind
I’m sorry
(Follow me into the light) x7
Nightfall won’t let us fall
Give it your all
Nightfall won’t let us die
Let live, let die
Let live, let die
Let live, let die…
I won’t shed a tear…
Fear me not, sheer fear
I need you and I want you
I miss you and I covet you
The addictions of you on my mind…
Girls I have left behind
Guys I have left behind
I’m sorry
(Follow me into the light) x7
Nightfall won’t let us fall
Give it your all
Nightfall won’t let us die
Let live, let die
Let live, let die
Let live, let die…
I won’t shed a tear…
Fear me not, sheer fear
I’m a procrastinator;
Aren’t we all?
Set me free, Savior…….
I stand awfully stall
Oh, oh, oh…
Let the wicked, yet blessed breeze blow.
I’m as dark as the midnight crow.
Oh no,
Oh no,
Oh no…
On my knees…
Please…
Oh Lord of Accord
You struck a chord
In me…in me…
And brought it out of me
I wish you can all see…

Sorry to disappoint you, but I'm not as dazzling as the sparkling sea

Copyright © | Year Posted 2015



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