The Longest Song I'Ve Ever Written Ch-3

I’m acting – um – rather gloom-struck sour… Bittersweet like blood my attitude is But, I must work as a team…what do you want? A kiss? Chorus: I need you and I want you I miss you and I covet you The addictions of you on my mind… Girls I have left behind Guys I have left behind I’m sorry (Follow me into the light) x7 Nightfall won’t let us fall Give it your all Nightfall won’t let us die Let live, let die Let live, let die Let live, let die… I won’t shed a tear… Fear me not, sheer fear v.15 Madly in love Dreaming of the girl I once loved…a rather nasty dove Negativity and positivity sink into me and all… Please, God, answer this call…call… Perfectly bad…still sad… Chorus: I need you and I want you I miss you and I covet you The addictions of you on my mind… Girls I have left behind Guys I have left behind I’m sorry (Follow me into the light) x7 Nightfall won’t let us fall Give it your all Nightfall won’t let us die Let live, let die Let live, let die Let live, let die… I won’t shed a tear… Fear me not, sheer fear v.16 Stubborn and determined I am … I am … Like a ?#?celeb?… put me on cam … … … … When I reached 16 years of age, I got so much into social media…I was a bird in the white and black cage My imagination, a place I would be sooner or later, My agitation, my face was looked at by lovers and haters Brighten my scars and stars of plenty I have plenty…look… Look, a shoooooting star… glancing at the book… The book of a billion words… Soaring bright like seagull birds One day, I shall be back on my neat street Falling around me… Don’t knock me down, you are so silly On the ground Without a sound…sound…sound… Chorus: I need you and I want you I miss you and I covet you The addictions of you on my mind… Girls I have left behind Guys I have left behind I’m sorry (Follow me into the light) x7 Nightfall won’t let us fall Give it your all Nightfall won’t let us die Let live, let die Let live, let die Let live, let die… I won’t shed a tear… Fear me not, sheer fear v. 17 Yes, readers, I am only 17… I write for a living… Cams of many have snapped photos of me… I’m famous and happy as can be My dreams are coming true slowly, but surely Perfectly bad… Still sad…sad that I wasn’t mad… At the times I’ve wasted… Wasted on the floor by sick regret and overpiling debt… SET ME FREE… BURY THE WORRIES BEHIND YOU DON’T YOU BE… SEEN BY THE WICKED, HORRID CREW Yes, I’m insane… On a waaaaay different lane Chorus: I need you and I want you I miss you and I covet you The addictions of you on my mind… Girls I have left behind Guys I have left behind I’m sorry (Follow me into the light) x7 Nightfall won’t let us fall Give it your all Nightfall won’t let us die Let live, let die Let live, let die Let live, let die… I won’t shed a tear… Fear me not, sheer fear v. 18 What will I do when I’m 18 years of age? Will I be on another page? Will I be on another page? It’s too late to change your mind about anything You screwed up everything…you don’t know a thing About me Can’t you see? I have shown up in different feelings… But, I am mending by the healings… In need of a loving hand In need of a loving hand Lazy and crazy In the phase of bewilderment The mess of what I have made Goodbyes I have bade Cuts me slightly like a jagged blade I’m a red shade, I’m sorry, I’m a red shade The water is rising I surprise myself…I’m rising… The water below Sinking below…so low…sinking below…so low And on and on, I grow and glow and I do know Another way out… TREAD GOD’S ROUTE Chorus: I need you and I want you I miss you and I covet you The addictions of you on my mind… Girls I have left behind Guys I have left behind I’m sorry (Follow me into the light) x7 Nightfall won’t let us fall Give it your all Nightfall won’t let us die Let live, let die Let live, let die Let live, let die… I won’t shed a tear… Fear me not, sheer fear I need you and I want you I miss you and I covet you The addictions of you on my mind… Girls I have left behind Guys I have left behind I’m sorry (Follow me into the light) x7 Nightfall won’t let us fall Give it your all Nightfall won’t let us die Let live, let die Let live, let die Let live, let die… I won’t shed a tear… Fear me not, sheer fear I’m a procrastinator; Aren’t we all? Set me free, Savior……. I stand awfully stall Oh, oh, oh… Let the wicked, yet blessed breeze blow. I’m as dark as the midnight crow. Oh no, Oh no, Oh no… On my knees… Please… Oh Lord of Accord You struck a chord In me…in me… And brought it out of me I wish you can all see… Sorry to disappoint you, but I'm not as dazzling as the sparkling sea