The Lightness

You caught me red-handed.
You had me thinking 
I did something wrong.
But I was high 
on this unbearable lightness
even before the first puff. 

Stop looking
at me like I'm tainted,
you're just as confused as I am.

I have better questions
now that I'm not afraid to ask them...
That's the benefit.
That's the danger.

I can admit to myself 
that I'm a stranger,

no more able to predict 
the way things will change me,
move me, 
than there exists a capability to hunt
down every ripple
of every action I took.

Not a single one 
holds the certainty that it won't grow bitter
somewhere near or far along the chain,
in any direction, like the river
flowing into an ocean.
A spider web, a collision

of all the forces of nature.

How can I know which ones to avoid 
when even the worst of things
can leave me better
in the end?

Reality moves beneath our feet
without us leading,
our sentiments a stranger,
or a combination
to another door wide open.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Clemons Avatar
January 10, 2014 at 7:07 PM
Nice write, Erin. Amazing imagery, and choice of words, deeply expressed honestly, feelings unraveled in this great piece. Enjoyable overall. Check out some of my poems, might find some you like. Peace.
Tacito Avatar
July 30, 2013 at 5:06 PM
I'm diggin' your message here. Nicely done.
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