The Lies I Said. . . .

The lies i said, i can never take it back, a lie,is a lie, as a matter of fact, still stabbing my heart, with the feeling of guilt, so strong in me, its built, one lie causes an erupter, anotherlie, causes a disaster, why lies are dominating my life? all i want, is to ba your wife, its better for me to die, than to you i lie, its killing me inside, please tell me, tell me why. . . . . . .