The Inside
So here I am again
Living life like a panic attack
Not knowing what’s next
Not knowing my way back…
So now I fall again
Living life
Like a drunken fat rat
Eating all the emotions in site
Because inside im empty
And full of spite.
I can’t control myself
And the hatred I spew
I pump in these drugs
While I constantly wake up on rugs
Jesus Christ what’s wrong with me
Dear god what have I become…
Oh angels please save me
Before im sent back where I came from…
I constantly rape the feelings of my friends
I forget who I am
I find myself hitting dead ends
When I try to remember what I am…
Im done telling you im fine
Im done lying to the both of us
Im done pretending im the good guy
When myself is who I can’t trust…
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