The Inception: Yesterday's Tomorrow

This tormented soul of mine is aching for attention…you discarded me long ago How dare you disrespect me in front of my friends...I feel this uneasy sensation… I don’t give a damn if you were just frustrated…I was trying to go with the flow…… …… But I can’t I can’t I…I…I can’t… I don’t know how… I’ve done so much to try and help you… But you refused my helping hand… Yesterday’s tomorrow Drowns me with sorrow I’m doused in dismay Drenched in silence and disarray And I don’t know why… I cry (why should I die?) I cry… (why should I fly?) I sigh (sigh…why me!?...Oh, why!?) RaGe SLIPS out. Of. My. Tongue. And. I. Am. Freaking. Out. She. Has. Been. Write. All along, all alone All along, all alone All I was to you was a broken back bone All I was to you was a guy who wanted to be left on his own But I love company..oh come on Why don’t you give me a chance to be one with the dawn? without a dash of doubt… I Lied To Myself… Who are you? This monster that spooked me out out of the blue…? What are you doing here, Making my heart jump with fear? Are you begging me to stay? I’ve done so much to try and help you… But you refused my helping hand… Yesterday’s tomorrow Drowns me with sorrow I’m doused in dismay Drenched in silence and disarray I’m incomplete this yesterday…this yesterday… I can’t stop thinking of yesterday’s tomorrow – Everlasting Sorrow Screaming out…dancing eccentrically – wow…oh wow… I just want to shake the stress away somehow…somehow… I’ve hit rock bottom, But soon I’ll be balloon top I’m tripping out and stumbling upon… GRIEF and PAIN and RELIEF and I’m Goin’ insaaaaane…. I’ve done so much to try and help you… But you refused my helping hand… Yesterday’s tomorrow Drowns me with sorrow I’m doused in dismay Drenched in silence and disarray I’ll rise like the sunrise I’ll evaporate the tears from my eyes I’ve broke down the doors of opportunity Now, let me be free…unchain me and let me be… Flee…free…flee…free… Let it go…let’s go…let it go… I see a sea of blasphemy turn into the abyss tide right before my eyes Make a change, Close your eyes… It’s time to rearrange Erase time’s lies… Making Changes Are Countless Chores sift out those clever little lies of yours You smoked me out like that cigarette you smoked that night What about you pick on someone else your size? Fight the good fight!!! FIGHT AND WRITE WITH YOUR MIGHT… I will not stop writing just cuz I feel like it… I will not be pushed into my solitary pit What in the world is wrong with me? What in the name of Isaac Newton am I doing here, Alone…afraid…shaking in violent fear?... ?... ?... Ssssssilence sssssspeaks I think I’ve made my points unclear Oh dear child, I love you…I’ll always be here… When you wake uuuuhp, I’ll be there, providing you with care I can’t help, but stare…stare into space…and spin in midair In my dreams, I’ve often wished I was free in space When I was frozen in space, walking on thin ice Sprinkle salt and pepper upon my distasteful flavor Savor the moment or I’ll see you later, you little hater… i-i-in my earz Feeling your words in my heart For so many yearz Shine on, dear moonlight from the moon Shimmer anew…releave the gloom Of yesterday’s tomorrow… We welcomed the sun way too many times Yet, the clock still chimes On….and on….and on…. Till the break of dawn From Now On And Forever, I’m On A New Page Lost our trust bond… The connection between us ~-~-~-~-~ Drowning in apprehension I got to break through this tension Between us…it’s making me wanna fuss But, as I said before, we are or were on the same bus I... Can’t go on… I… Welcome the sun… i… i am so far away… i… i am the opposite of yesterday… Broken… But soon-to-be mended Breathless…unforeseen dilemmas of losing you and then… And then, I’m in the lion’s den… Thinking of you You… Y O U . . . I am dying Lying Crying Flying I am surviving With Or Without You By My Side Are you going along with this buuuuumpy ride?