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The Inception: Yesterday's Tomorrow

This tormented soul of mine is aching for attention…you discarded me long ago
How dare you disrespect me in front of my friends...I feel this uneasy sensation…
I don’t give a damn if you were just frustrated…I was trying to go with the flow…… ……
But I can’t
I can’t
I…I…I can’t…
I don’t know how…
I’ve done so much to try and help you…
But you refused my helping hand…
Yesterday’s tomorrow
Drowns me with sorrow
I’m doused in dismay
Drenched in silence and disarray
And I don’t know why…
I cry (why should I die?)
I cry… (why should I fly?)
I sigh (sigh…why me!?...Oh, why!?)
RaGe SLIPS out. Of. My. Tongue.
And. I. Am. Freaking. Out. 
She. Has. Been. Write.
All along, all alone
All along, all alone
All I was to you was a broken back bone
All I was to you was a guy who wanted to be left on his own
But I love company..oh come on
Why don’t you give me a chance to be one with the dawn?
without a dash of doubt…
I Lied To Myself…
Who are you?
This monster that spooked me out out of the blue…?
What are you doing here,
Making my heart jump with fear?
Are you begging me to stay?
I’ve done so much to try and help you…
But you refused my helping hand…
Yesterday’s tomorrow
Drowns me with sorrow
I’m doused in dismay
Drenched in silence and disarray
I’m incomplete this yesterday…this yesterday…
I can’t stop thinking of yesterday’s tomorrow – 
Everlasting Sorrow
Screaming out…dancing eccentrically – wow…oh wow…
I just want to shake the stress away somehow…somehow…
I’ve hit rock bottom,
But soon I’ll be balloon top
I’m tripping out and stumbling upon…
GRIEF and PAIN and RELIEF and I’m Goin’ insaaaaane….
I’ve done so much to try and help you…
But you refused my helping hand…
Yesterday’s tomorrow
Drowns me with sorrow
I’m doused in dismay
Drenched in silence and disarray
I’ll rise like the sunrise
I’ll evaporate the tears from my eyes
I’ve broke down the doors of opportunity 
Now, let me be free…unchain me and let me be…
Flee…free…flee…free…
Let it go…let’s go…let it go…
I see a sea of blasphemy turn into the abyss tide right before my eyes
Make a change, 
Close your eyes…
It’s time to rearrange
Erase time’s lies…
Making Changes Are Countless Chores 
sift out those clever little lies of yours
You smoked me out like that cigarette you smoked that night
What about you pick on someone else your size? Fight the good fight!!! 
FIGHT AND WRITE WITH YOUR MIGHT…
I will not stop writing just cuz I feel like it…
I will not be pushed into my solitary pit
What in the world is wrong with me?
What in the name of Isaac Newton am I doing here,
Alone…afraid…shaking in violent fear?... ?... ?... 
Ssssssilence sssssspeaks 
I think I’ve made my points unclear
Oh dear child, I love you…I’ll always be here…
When you wake uuuuhp, I’ll be there, providing you with care
I can’t help, but stare…stare into space…and spin in midair
In my dreams, I’ve often wished I was free in space
When I was frozen in space, walking on thin ice 
Sprinkle salt and pepper upon my distasteful flavor
Savor the moment or I’ll see you later, you little hater…
i-i-in my earz 
Feeling your words in my heart
For so many yearz
Shine on, dear moonlight from the moon
Shimmer anew…releave the gloom
Of yesterday’s tomorrow…
We welcomed the sun way too many times
Yet, the clock still chimes
On….and on….and on…. 
Till the break of dawn
From Now On And Forever, I’m On A New Page
Lost our trust bond…
The connection between us ~-~-~-~-~

Drowning in apprehension
I got to break through this tension
Between us…it’s making me wanna fuss
But, as I said before, we are or were on the same bus

I...
Can’t go on…
I…
Welcome the sun…
i…
i am so far away…
i…
i am the opposite of yesterday…
Broken…
But soon-to-be mended
Breathless…unforeseen dilemmas of losing you and then…
And then, I’m in the lion’s den…
Thinking of you
You…
Y
O
U
.
.
.
I am dying 
Lying
Crying
Flying
I am surviving
With
Or
Without
You
By 
My 
Side
Are you going along with this buuuuumpy ride?

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