The Hidden Truth

The Hidden Truth As I look into the mirror I dont even see myself I see a coward at her BEST hiding from life its self As I look into the mirror I dont even have a clue Of the big lie I've become everything is untrue As I look into the mirror the only thing I see Is friends and family smiling at me Because they think im happy oh NO they dont know that girl They dont know I hate living in this currupted world! I walk with my head up high on the inside feeling low No one knows around me because it doesnt seem to show They see a pretty friendly girl always "dressed so nice" Not knowing when I go home I lay and cry at night In a cloud of depression and stressed out from life The pain in my wounded heart sharper than a knife And I cant seem to find the true real me Trust me I am not who I appear to be People call me stuck up, funny acting, and "mean" Not knowing things in my life arent really as they seem So "amusing" out in the open smiling and laughing But on the inside feeling like my world is crashing WHATS HAPPENING?! OH YES! THE HIDDEN TRUTH! Im dieng inside and nobody even has a clue! Dieng to tell all the b itches calling them selves "friends" That when it comes to them and "real" they dont even stand a chance All my friends who were "popular" when I was in school Looking down on other people calling them "un-cool" Feeling bad knowing I was one of them chicks too Now im taking a look into reality and oh guess who?.. ME! I was a phony and yes a bi tch too! The one dorks always hated whispering "what a rich fool" Im tired of hiding feeling like this a long while If I could take it ALL back I'd walk around with a big smile In the mean while I guess I'll sit back and wait Maybe they'll figure out on their own that everything isn't great Tired of hanging around people that are nothing but fake Maybe they'll soon too realize what in life is at stake Oh How long will I hide this hidden truth No one will ever find out because their hidden too...