The Fun of Death

Sleepless nights I lie wide awake And I feel pain With every breath i take If i had known That it would cost All of this For a little weight loss I never would have Agreed to let go To give everything up If only I had known But it's too late now To ever look back To get all the things That I now lack This time I've fallen And can't get back up So I'm giving in I've had enough What happens, happens I guess we'll see If you were in my place I think you'd agree There's nothing to do now Except sit back and wait And sooner or later I'll meet my fate While I'm waiting I think I'll do All those things I've always wanted to I'll finally be me For the last few months And maybe have fun Be normal for once