THE FEELING INSIDE THAT YOU CAN'T GO ON

It's another sleepless night I feel like giving up in this fight The pills I take for the pain But the sadness remains I ask myself how I can take control In my mind, I'm not that old Sometimes depression is hard to bear Every day I say so many prayers This life of mine was always worth living But something in my life is still missing I have a flood of tears inside of me I guess I feel something inside of me already died During the day I show people I'm happy But at night I know I'm unhappy Sometimes you never want to wake up But I know the next day my sadness will still be stuck I guess inside my life is dying And I keep asking myself why do I keep on trying Today the doctor is helping me with my depression And I hope he will lead me in the right direction Inside of me, there is a happy person, whom I want to be But in life, we know there is no guarantee