The End
He used to be your sun, the once truest love if you recall
Your everything once upon a time, a time no longer fresh in your heart
Just like a flower, the alleypoe once known to the dark poet withered up
The scariest thing in the world was to loose him in her heart and soul
I write only to vent the feelings stirred up by the image I just saw
It shocked me to learn you are engaged again for the third time
And to state the truth I wept, tears of joy and tears of sadness
You were right all along I was never true in your heart
I was a chapter, now realizing how unimportant I really was
I believed to feel what you felt and I was wrong to believe you yearned for me
That your heat still had a space with my image on it
I even felt tears the night he proposed and a gut turning feeling as you said yes
All fake just as the chapter given to me of failure and darkness
Tomorrow will come and so will doubt
A feeling if what if, and tears too
My forever after was real I see now yours was out of fear
Fear to be alone as you substituted the absence of others
Intact that was your love, a fear to be without
Today you smile and again fear deep in your eyes floats to the top
The connection you and I had fake perhaps but the fact that I can read you like a book?
I pray you the best and from the most sincere part of my heart and soul
I wish to never see you again.
Copyright © Edward Orozco | Year Posted 2012
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