The Desire Not To Be Me

There was a time I was just me
quite happy that way thought I ok
but deep inside I didn't know
something not right in my piece of clay

I lived with eyes that couldn't see
a mind that truly didn't really know
having a heart that had no feeling
spiritually it was just status quo

But then a day arrived out of the blue
I heard an alarm bell sounding a ring
looking back now it was God's spirit
planting a desire to fly my wing

My heart was open for the first time
felt a desire for God this to agree
learn from Him all that's true
the desire not to be me!

God gave the desire to know Himself
rid me of the old self no longer a friend
living in Christ my saviour and king
and my life was never the same again

(This is penned focusing on the thought "...and my life was never the same again'' describing a life-changing moment in my life the moment God changed me for eternally.)
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Deschler Avatar
September 30, 2020 at 4:21 PM
Sounds like you found a lifelong friend that day... Well done, Gordon! An inspiring write!
Mcconnell Avatar
October 1, 2020 at 12:10 AM
Thanks Kelly, So good to hear from you and trust things fine with you, Glad you liked my piece. Blessings, Gordon
Sands Avatar
September 19, 2020 at 12:17 PM
Wow, this is a special poem about a life changing time. Great one Gordon. Thanks for sharing. It gives hope too :)
Mcconnell Avatar
September 19, 2020 at 1:10 PM
Thanks Heidi, Glad it WOW'd you and thought it special. Blessings always, Gordon
Ball Avatar
September 18, 2020 at 3:03 PM
What a wonderful testimony Gordon. As it says in Galatians 2:20 "I am crucified with Christ. Nevertheless, I live; yet not I but Christ liveth in me and the life I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of The Son Of God who loved me and gave Himself for me." Great writing Gordon. Thanks for sharing this. God Bless, JB
Mcconnell Avatar
September 19, 2020 at 12:38 AM
Thanks so much Judy, glad you enjoyed my words and hope you have a great weekend, its another lovely sunny day over here, Blessings and hugs, Gordon
Watt Avatar
September 18, 2020 at 11:24 AM
This draws my mind to a favourite Scripture "If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! (II Cor 5:17) Wonderful poetic telling of your testimony, my brother. Praise God for his power to convert water into wine!
Mcconnell Avatar
September 18, 2020 at 1:22 PM
Thanks John, That's one of my fav verses too and glad you enjoyed it. Hope things ok with you, over here the PM announced we're probably heading for a 2nd wave of the pandemic, it's uncertain days but so glad we know who is controlling all things! Blessings, Gordon
Seeker Avatar
September 18, 2020 at 8:23 AM
Amazing! You are indeed blessed!
Mcconnell Avatar
September 18, 2020 at 1:17 PM
Thanks, Glad you enjoyed it. Blessings, Gordon
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