The Day My Lover Left

A spiritual sickness enveloped my stagnant heart. I searched for her in darkened obscure visions, A futile illusory chase that led to a desert of love. Had I become addicted to her presence? Deep in my heart, I knew that all was distorted. I wondered if I really loved her, Yet I could not bear the loss, knowing her as I did. Finally, she disappeared from circulation, It left my strength sapped from a wide goose chase. Life trickled by slowly, as I lost my job, wasted my money, Rendering my situation an almost irreparable ruin and loss. Looking back, recollecting my bad choices It took me some time to discern the inevitable damage That rendered my skeletal life beyond repair. Could I renew and restore my affluent fortunes? Life had its ups and downs, like desert dunes. All I needed was a fertile oasis. Walking on the hot sand Was painful but I had to try. I began my journey anew. Will I ever learn? Who knows? One can only hope. After all, the desert is never endless though it may seem so.