The Dark Rider

The Dark Rider I've become comfortable with my darkness inside as has the darkness become comfortable in depressions ride, and at times it really doesn't seem like this sad hidden journey will ever come to an end, I once even went the extra mile to find its end and to my surprise my attempt at dying put me back on my feet and gave me a different perspective about life and living for life truly is a gift and filled with amazing opportunities but... Still at times I'm dying crying, and overwhelmed inside, and haunting thoughts of ending this still come around for that dark rider still resides very much still alive inside, so I put a smile on so those who know my character don't think I have any bad feelings inside to hide but this constant happiness I often portray is often a lie, I have what most want yet there's an empty void inside filled with negative chatter and noise. I guess no matter how hard you work at putting the past behind You can never completely hide from the darkness and its convincing voice that just won't ing die, but will continue to feed your mind with terrible ing lies that in time will attempt to diminish your inner light, your internal source that allows you to  live your very best life. ©rebeljones777