The Changes In Me
This pain is tearing me apart
This pain is molding me a new heart
Its destroying who I once was
And Im wary of what I will become
I watched you go
I let you leave
I killed myself
For you to see
I waited for you
I held on to you
I still havent let go
And I know that I wont
What you did to me
Wasnt just the emptiness, the pain
It was what you taught me
My incredible gain
I wont hold on to my misery
anymore
I cant believe how easy it was
To tell myself that you'll be back
That you needed to be free
But you'd eventually come to me
I held on to my hope
And, of my faith, I never let go
Just waiting for you
To finally come home
What you did to me
Wasnt just the emptiness, the pain
It was what you taught me
My incredible gain
I wont hold on to my misery
Anymore
You kissed me, I became immortal
You left me, my soul died
You missed me, I felt you again
You came to me, now I am alive
That pain has torn me apart
That pain has molded me a new heart
It has destroyed who I once was
Now I am wary of what I have become
Copyright © Erica Grzyminski | Year Posted 2007
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