The Bipolar Blues

I'm not strong Cuz I don't belong I long To be on your tongue And on your mind, swinging along All alone, all along or maybe I'm the one in the wrong Oooooh oooooh ooooh Mmmm mmmmm mmmm You know nothing about what I've gone through these past years I encountered entities of the deep that drive me to insane lanes and envy that reduces me to hopeless tears Now, you know why I drink the wine of wasting-away wretchedness Now, you understand me in my time of dismal-entranced distress Say yes to the dreams I hand to you, Wrapped in rose pedals that is the hue of blue I haven't a clue You still miss the old you I haven't a clue That you haven't forgotten me because you were sick with the love flu Who knew Who knew I'd end up with you Boohoo...boohoo... Ooooh ooooh oooohhhh Mmmm mmmm mmm You, alone, are my darling devil You, alone, are good and evil I made you angeled eggs to bring you light from above But instead you shed your innocent, yet unconditional love... Unchanging love... Unpredictable love... Because I want you with or without me I crave your elegant glee and are my lovely tree Unbearable thoughts barreling through my head Giving me loads of dread and I'm a book left unread I am the hardened bread in the trash instead You, alone, can puff me up with passionate joy You, alone, have made me a worthless toy... Now, what am I to do now that I'm a heartbroken boy? You, alone, can be my remedy of relief You, alone, can be the cure to my grief Because of you, my temporary highs don't easily wear off Because if you are here, life would be less tough and I build skin that's rough I'm strong Cuz I belong I long To be on your tongue And on your mind, swinging along All alone, all along or maybe I'm the one in the wrong Oooooh oooooh ooooh Mmmm mmmmm mmmm Save me from becoming numb I'm aware that you don't care Be my best friend unlike some All these scars I, alone, bear You are as silent as the grave But I am Dave, the brave and I'm learning to behave You haunt me with your state of stirring silence You taunt me with your jaded corrupted evanescence Because I need I, alone, with you please... Just one more night to put your body at ease These X's and O's can't describe how I feel completely But I can say that I love you like the sand of the ecstasy sea A paradise that's hard to picture in times of hardships But, you and I, alone, can get back our gazillion grips Before our bond breaks like unstable ships We must resist the urge to scream out in pain as we get whipped by life's whips No matter what, we will kiss each other's lips, For you, alone, are my forever-growing flower that has fragrance that smells very sweetly and oh so lovely - yips! Weaving the web of set-me-free Handing you forget-me-nots, baby Drunk on your liquor of lament God is waiting for you and I to repent Drunkard of depression Reduced to confession Going through a shocking session My high spirits look forward to the Afterlife Ascension Boohoo boohoo Oooh ooh ooh Mmmm mmmm mmm I love you too Not all I say is true