The Bipolar Blues
I'm not strong
Cuz I don't belong
I long
To be on your tongue
And on your mind, swinging along
All alone, all along or maybe I'm the one in the wrong
Oooooh oooooh ooooh
Mmmm mmmmm mmmm
You know nothing about what I've gone through these past years
I encountered entities of the deep that drive me to insane lanes and envy that reduces me to hopeless tears
Now, you know why I drink the wine of wasting-away wretchedness
Now, you understand me in my time of dismal-entranced distress
Say yes to the dreams I hand to you,
Wrapped in rose pedals that is the hue of blue
I haven't a clue
You still miss the old you
I haven't a clue
That you haven't forgotten me because you were sick with the love flu
Who knew
Who knew
I'd end up with you
Boohoo...boohoo...
Ooooh ooooh oooohhhh
Mmmm mmmm mmm
You, alone, are my darling devil
You, alone, are good and evil
I made you angeled eggs to bring you light from above
But instead you shed your innocent, yet unconditional love...
Unchanging love...
Unpredictable love...
Because I want you with or without me
I crave your elegant glee and are my lovely tree
Unbearable thoughts barreling through my head
Giving me loads of dread and I'm a book left unread
I am the hardened bread in the trash instead
You, alone, can puff me up with passionate joy
You, alone, have made me a worthless toy...
Now, what am I to do now that I'm a heartbroken boy?
You, alone, can be my remedy of relief
You, alone, can be the cure to my grief
Because of you, my temporary highs don't easily wear off
Because if you are here, life would be less tough and I build skin that's rough
I'm strong
Cuz I belong
I long
To be on your tongue
And on your mind, swinging along
All alone, all along or maybe I'm the one in the wrong
Oooooh oooooh ooooh
Mmmm mmmmm mmmm
Save me from becoming numb
I'm aware that you don't care
Be my best friend unlike some
All these scars I, alone, bear
You are as silent as the grave
But I am Dave, the brave and I'm learning to behave
You haunt me with your state of stirring silence
You taunt me with your jaded corrupted evanescence
Because I need I, alone, with you please...
Just one more night to put your body at ease
These X's and O's can't describe how I feel completely
But I can say that I love you like the sand of the ecstasy sea
A paradise that's hard to picture in times of hardships
But, you and I, alone, can get back our gazillion grips
Before our bond breaks like unstable ships
We must resist the urge to scream out in pain as we get whipped by life's whips
No matter what, we will kiss each other's lips,
For you, alone, are my forever-growing flower that has fragrance that smells very sweetly and oh so lovely - yips!
Weaving the web of set-me-free
Handing you forget-me-nots, baby
Drunk on your liquor of lament
God is waiting for you and I to repent
Drunkard of depression
Reduced to confession
Going through a shocking session
My high spirits look forward to the Afterlife Ascension
Boohoo boohoo
Oooh ooh ooh
Mmmm mmmm mmm
I love you too
Not all I say is true
Copyright © J.W. Earnings | Year Posted 2015
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