That Day

Am not taking bath but there's water. It's summer but I can feel the wet. For the first time in long time there's water. But this time rolling down my face, passing through my eyes. Can't tell how long it has been but longer than I remember. Can't tell how much hurts my heart has been through. But for sure there's tear after all this while. It's still unbelievable and as I sit thinking of the pain It cause her, I can't forgive myself. Could I save her or made her change her destination. For the first time I can't feel my heart and my body has gone cold. Dad always tell me don't you cry when you are down but mom, there's tear everytime I blinking. Oh, am in pain cause it's tearing me down. It will take me all my life to get through this.