Testicular Pain

internet doctor these are my symptoms This is everything wrong with me a list of complaints i have noticed hoping there is something i can do to bring back my health and hopefully pull through Lists of complaints everything i can think of wrong with me from my backpain and insomnia to the shortness of breath the throbbing in my right testicle Stress isn't the proper word but it does go along with my depression constantly itchy loss of interest in everything nauseas from time to time Nervous breakdown maybe five months ago now spiritually impoverished feeling like i can't take anymore however the voice in my head tells me i'm gonna be fine hyperventalating out of boredome the constant obsession of trying to make sense out of the confusion Internet doctor i'm sure there must be one a list of physical ailments just don't take this on unless your ready to realise i have everything wrong Herpes New year Mental health Industry dirty blood on the wall of a crime scene medicated to slow down my OCD thinking Testicular pain the depression coming back guilt feelings and regret for a life of being wrong hard on myself for everything driven to drink and wanting to self medicate dual diagnosis would be a blessing to me and i would't be able to function on all the different prescriptions you try to prescribe me pills for stress pills for my blood pills for my heart pills for my thoughts pills for the rash pills for my moods and now i have testicular pain living in a town with dirty water they say its not the water doctor but before you cut my junk off can i ask you a question do you think it was the pills? I dont see the point anymore suffering is soo much better im sure eventually you will sell me suicide to make yourselves feel better