Tears and Smiles (Angel of Sadness)

I shall watch And I shall laugh I shall hold my last breath before I die And released it with smiles of one last gasp! Once again in this solemn place we meet Perhaps I came to bring the battle to our feet Carry on with these memories of time Presents of eternity Perhaps I've been away for way to long But I'm here to present a scenery through rhymes Just maybe I could substitute my misery In exchange for the essience of suffering internal A cast I miss so dearly Now in my moments of less truimph my enemies fear me So open to a blind side I kind of figured That white chariot would be a kind ride These heavenly possessions become demonic Seems my obession Has been plagued with something worse than bubonic A ball and chain pronounced as life I suddenly recall A pain that accounts for living twice Who knows the means of how this came to be Still it's plain to see That somehow your presence remains in me Will I live To see my children make similiar mistakes? It's a mystery indeed, But somehow I can see myself Getting away with a small portion of fate Things will never change Yet I'm blessed and still living Angels forever seem strange Who would've guessed that this life was given Still my presence is only here to retrieve a promise In which we each believe But no sooner was it granted it was stripped from us So forgive us for our sins Spare us our grace As we open our eyes to witness the END I shall watch And I shall laugh I shall hold my last breath before I die, And released it with smiles of one last gasp!