Sworn To Secrecy

This doesn't belong to me here you can have it back i held it now for almost seven years its getting heavy you can take it anytime i don't want to hold this anymore why cant you take it it doesn't fit and it doesn't belong it tears me apart the struggle goes on go ahead and cry i can hold onto that to just drop it in and go right through i'm just a stop a shoulder to need and you can go on lifting away free i'm slowly falling i'm tipping from side to side i'm not quite stable but i'm only here for the ride i'm not going to take charge i'm not going to sit and stare out my window of regret my window is clear clear as glass and gets bigger with everyday we pass its making me sad tears run down my eyes i cant let it go that's no surprise i tell you what i tell you and hear what i hear but what about everything inside everything i fear well wait i got that to right beside the picture of me and you i know this is crazy and i know i am to but what about my secrecy i have to follow through