Sweet Pain

Denied by God oh, what a sweet pain a deep stinging treat an assurance in the rain. A kiss of denial, a sweet bitter herb, a loving embrace as Im kicked to the curb. A reset button pressed on my behalf, case closed-no follow up notes to be had. Running running faster still- hard stop as i crash into a wall, now Im still. Ears ringing, nose bleeding, eyes blinking, tears flow; Plan B up ahead, Just taking it slow. Bruises appear all over my body as denial breaks my bones till im sobbing. How many more walls must I crash into, to find the life I was meant to pursue.