Sweet Little Honey

"SWEET LITTLE HONEY" My father had no respect for the world.. A big drug trafficker.. When I was just a little girl! Living for the glory of money. He smiled and looked down at me.. Sitting me on his lap he called me his, "Sweet little honey!" And told me, " This job is going to bring him to his death." Handing me a back pack. My daddy send me to what I thought was a school in Texas. Giving me a kiss and a pat on my back. He held my hand while we crossed the, Rio Grand. Carrying a 10 pound educational white brick book. I walked with a smile beyond the border into another land. Waving good-bye with his devilish look. I thought of nothing and got on that bus. 5 years pass, I'm 15 living a life like a crook. One day I asked my dad for some money. He sat me down calling me his, "Sweet little honey." And told me, "It's all his fault for leading me the wrong way!" Denying me the needs for my addiction. I got upset and aggravated by his reaction. I pulled out a gun with out a word to say. Pulling the trigger was my action. With out feeling guilt, I looked back at that one day. He called me his, "Sweet little honey." Handing me a 10 pound educational white brick book. Now I'm the one waving good-bye with the devilish look.. by;p.d. ** not my story**