Sweeping It Under the Rug

i left today for the last time it was almost surreal i almost think its sad that none of them know how much they mean to me and that its finally okay that i know i dont mean as much to them even though they were the only thing that held me together for so, so long but i would never say and maybe they will never know that i could never have made it but i swept this all away and i put on my happy smile while i drove away and i cried until i was home and for so much longer and even though i will never forget them its okay that i might be forgotten