Sweepers Final Countdown

ask me about my day as a sweeper today.. its hilarious to even tell this to all today.. the supervisor the power abusing man. have fallen in love with me.. madly.. he cannot even take his eyes off me.. and i did tell him off and cut his heart.. that's fall of lust to use me .. but i really do not want anyone.. to fall in love with me as i am not in love anyone.. but i wanted to tell that i am a man too.. in a body of a woman for a reason.. but he will not understand as he is a pervert.. then i was told that i should not talk.. to anyone who is working there at the forty acers.. so i am not going to talk but only work.. for the daily pay for me to be independent.. it was a very heard working day under the sun.. yet with a grateful heart to the universe for my job.. and its the final count down to the end of this all.. where i will be sitting on a comfortable chair.. as the boss of all the bosses under me.. seeing trough to there true self even before i speak.. people will bow and make way for me to be.. money will flow and will be shared for the needy.. many offers will be lying on the table for me.. and woman will be trying there best to get the attention of me.. where i will be loving my self spending time with my baby's.. my heart will be filled with so much gratitude to the universe.. to the unknow with all my trust and my faith i hold on to.. the best bike that's black mated will be parked out side the door.. waiting for me to take a spin with no sound but freely.. people will watch me ride on the roads i walked bare foot.. even with stolen shoes i walked starving yet holding on to live.. everyone will want to have a word with me to feel worthy.. and i will have no time for the useless once to be with.. leaders of all the countries will want to shake hands with me.. i will be the most wanted.. most needed and the only one.. the most powerful one with a kind heart of empathy.. but the devil of the karma will always be breathing inside me.. for anyone who is doing evil and abusing power on innocents.. i will see right trough and will act accordingly and just.. i will be transformed to the man i always want to be physically.. a image from the creator himself for the world i will be.. with blue eyes of the color of the blue sky.. and the darker skin as the color of mother earth.. a tall man that wanted by many who wants to be with me.. i will be loyal and faithful committed with honesty... for the one the chosen one for me for eternity.. by the creator himself who crated her for me.. chosen by the spirit family and by my family of royal blood.. fate and destiny with the universe as its part of his plan.. will bring my one true love at the right place at the right time.. who will only breaths for me.. lives for me.. the purest one to carry forth all my children like us.. the queen of my heart and the queen humanity.. will be brought to my life as i am ready to share my life with.. to love and to be loved.. to belong and to belonged as one.. the sunflower of the son of the creator an mother earth.. who will hold my hand for life and even after all the loves to be.. then i will make the vows of my own for her my beautiful bride to be.. and reunite on the earth plan as united as one in heaven as one to be.. with the will of the universe as he is the creator of me.. the best teacher.. my best friend and the father of me.. his tough love brought me to my own knees.. with tears and hardship i became the real one true me.. in a blinl of an eye things can change as a surprise.. and trust me when i say this once again for the one last time.. dear past of my life.. i forgive you all and i am grateful.. without you i will nor become me today as i am destined to be.. and if i have done anything wrong without my knowledge in the past.. please do forgive me and i am truly very sorry.. but its time for you all to be bygones as by gone.. past is past i do not want to change any bit of it.. yet i am burring you all under ten thousand feel with gratitude.. as the dead will be dead to me as the pat doesn't breath i me.. lessons i learned i will give as guidance to anyone who needs it.. how to forgive and let go with no hatred in at all.. but with gratitude for each and everyone in the dead past.. with the unconditional love of self love for myself.. i am the chosen one.. i am the original creation as one.. so be it as above so bellow of the three laws of the universe.. i am the sun and i am waiting to shine and hold the light.. and i am the moon that's making different waves at night.. to hold the light for the lost to be guided home to safely.. i am always waiting and will always know everything.. if you think you can beat me to destroy me and kill me.. you will not find me as i said.. when i find my self.. you will never be able to find me.. and i did find me.. with the scars tears and all the headships.. i am me and i am the driver in my own car driving seat!! diludw 27/7/23