Suicide

suicide is the pain worth taking? will i be better at the end? shall the pain stop hurting and i be brand new? should i wait till it's my time to go? havent i suffered enough? the pain is still hurting the sickness gets worse i just cant take it anymore it is my time to go "goodbye world" i wote on my last note tears were strewaming down my face but i knew it was a right thing to do i kissed my cross and helded up my gun pulled down the trigger knowing i was gone i saw a picture of me being as happy as can be i knew i would be like that once more