Suicidal Sadness

Into the dark depths that I now stumble The road that I have Ventured Has brought me to its end. I plundered into darkness And into its depths of blindness I now blend. The darkness overcomes me Shutting out all signs of light. I stumble on my pathways To the evil grim reapers delight. For I'm feeling suicidal I feel I've reached my bitter end. And I'm struggling to see an exit out As a prayer to god I send. I ask him for forgiveness To forgive me of my sins. To reach out to me in my despair And let me know if in death ill reap my wins. So goodbye cruel world im leaving With no regrets to the choice ive made. I'm glad to go out in silence And trust in deaths grave im laid. Please don't be sad by my departure Just know I'm now with God And that I am looking over you And In deaths gain I now applaud. And it's my choice I made with much precision With care & genuine thought. Brought about by my past reminders In sad times that in life were sought. © 10 hours ago