Suicidal Sadness

Into the dark depths that I now stumble
The road that I have Ventured
Has brought me to its end.
I plundered into darkness
And into its depths of blindness I now blend.

The darkness overcomes me
Shutting out all signs of light.
I stumble on my pathways
To the evil grim reapers delight.

For I'm feeling suicidal
I feel I've reached my bitter end.
And I'm struggling to see an exit out
As a prayer to god I send.

I ask him for forgiveness
To forgive me of my sins.
To reach out to me in my despair
And let me know if in death ill reap my wins.

So goodbye cruel world im leaving
With no regrets to the choice ive made.
I'm glad to go out in silence
And trust in deaths grave im laid.

Please don't be sad by my departure
Just know I'm now with God
And that I am looking over you
And In deaths gain I now applaud.

And it's my choice I made with much precision
With care & genuine thought.
Brought about by my past reminders
In sad times that in life were sought.
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Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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November 16, 2019 at 6:52 AM
Glad you are ok.. Ive been in your position also...
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November 25, 2019 at 3:30 PM
Thankyou x
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November 16, 2019 at 5:33 AM
This is very sad Anna and i do hope you are ok.. this is not a good place to be in regards to mindset.. i hope someone reads this poem who knows you and reaches out.... I know life can be hard and difficult, but suicide in not the answer.. it does not end the pain...
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November 16, 2019 at 6:50 AM
Thanks for your lovely comment, but I assure you that this poem us not about me although I have at tespecially felt this way. My brother committed suicide & i tried to put myself in his shoes and position I. Life and fink how he wouldve thought upon my beliefs. Thanks so much for your comen it'd truly appreciated much love x
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November 15, 2019 at 11:31 PM
Another good one. You express deep pain and anger. Not all poems have to be good or funny. Its the ones that you write about from your heart are the true good ones. Thanks for sharing
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November 15, 2019 at 11:54 PM
I truly appreciate your feedback thanks so much x
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