Stupid Me

I kind of miss you, which is weird for me to say. After all, I think I broke up with you. At one point I believed you’d take away my pain. But ignorance is bliss; and once again I was wrong. There was stupid me, thinking we’d be a love song. You need to focus on life, and hey, that’s okay. But maybe this should be where it ends. No more saying “we’ll still be friends.” Not a word between us has passed, Since the night our feelings left. But I still think about you often, Which is honestly a first for me. I know you’ll find someone better, Despite what you believe. And when you go and get her, I hope she will succeed. But me? I will miss you, and maybe always love you. Even if all of this is my fault. This is all because of stupid me. And stupid thoughts; and us not meant to be. So why do I still care? Why do I still want you? Am I really as naive as you once said? Well, maybe these feelings will die when I shut off my mind. Stupid me will grow smarter in time.