Stuck In the Maze

I'm stuck Wandering around aimlessly Every turn different Yet exactly the same S T U C K I can't find my W A Y O U T Confused... Hurt... Ashamed... Every step I take Each corner I turn I stumble upon M I S T A K E S P A I N Hopelessness... Everything is... C H A O S Words... Actions... Mistakes... Lies... All in the past But still very much present All destructive in their own way I try to grasp onto happiness But it slips away... Creeps though my fingers like Grains of sand. F A L L I N G ... Can I not hold on? Can I not hold on a little LONGER? Must it go this quickly? Must it leave me in this much pain? So many questions... Will I ever know the answers? I turn another corner It's exactly the same I want to get OUT I want to be free... But I can't. Because I'm not stuck in this maze... I am a part of it... Just like it is a part of me...