Stuck

Stuck I feel like no matter what I do things will never change for me, I feel like this is the way my life is stuck.ill always be, All I do is dream about where I want to go or what I want to do, But what's the point of dreaming when your dreams won't come true, Am I not trying hard enough, Am I not having enough faith when times get rough, I really feel like there is something wrong with me, I am suffering from anxiety, feeling abnormal and lack of maturity, I have a hard time clearing my head, I never want to get out of bed, I hate when the sun comes up, I want to go to sleep and never wake up, When I tried looking for a new job I didn't have the best of luck, Maybe I'm just stuck, I'm a power walker but was never much of a talker, I actually love being single, I get tired of guys easily so instead of dating I mingle, I wish death on myself everyday, I pray the lord takes my soul away, But I am still here and I really feel like I suck, I don't know maybe I'm just stuck