Stuck

Disturbing images swirling around in my head Wishing life was as simple as it seems Fighting demons in my soul Anger and misery becomes my companion Seeing red trying to fight through these feelings They say breathe and it will pass though it never does Being tortured day in and day out No sleep with paranoia, a recipe for disaster Take your meds they say just to become a lab rat Side effects messing with my head I do not know which is worse My demons or the meds Still stuck my own head Not moving Not thinking Only feeling Laying on my bed Only silently watching the disturbing images in my head