Stuck

The things that happen alone the way you act so grown Around your friends and mine it sends my feelings into a bind Everytime I look at you you disappoint me through and through The funny thing is...I love you and yet, you leave me jaded and blue Its all in secret all we do but only if everyone knew It seems to hurt so good there's just no way it should I feel so helpless..I'm stuck! and its perfectly clear I have no luck You don't feel the same about me and still it doesn't change the way I see My mind races, my heart paces I feel like i'm in two different places! I really don't want to like you at all but every night my goal falls I slip back into your arms there should be some sort of alarm To remind me of how bad I'll hurt later but for now my feelings seem much greater Your beautiful eyes deceive and make it hard for me to leave You make me insane you think this is a game But my feelings are so for real I wish fate would cut me a deal I hate everything about you why does this have to be the card I drew? My heart has been dragged through the muck and even yet...I'm stuck!