STRUGGLE IN THIS MESSAGE

I have come to realize that this SUCH and such is MUCH. Here is the MESSAGE. I struggle to Know every grain of SALT and SAND. THIS CRUCIBLE SENT the Blood rushing to my BRAIN! I Struggle PAINFULLY to know how much TIME has PASSED and then Struggled to know my true PATH from FAR the distant PAST. I struggle to produce a meaningful message. I REFUSE to BELIEVE THE SANE! MY STRUGGLE IN VANE?! 365 DAYS after days after daze and THEN? More ENDLESS Days The STRUGGLE! NOW....with this Admission with MY OWN PERMISSION I STRUGGLE NO MORE! OVER IS THAT CHORE! MALIK VAL ROGERS BLACK PANTHER JET BLACKEST ANSWERERRR!