Stretching
I trace my fingers along the stretch marks
I feel no child from within
I feel a rock, hitting an unknown surface
I feel it invading me everyday
I cry more nights than any child would
I cry when tears no longer fall
Just moans…like the night it happened
And I crawl into bed,
Knowing my dreams will welcome the scene
Blood dripped on the pavement
Alone was happy to be with me
I felt no one knew and it gave me solace
But then I remembered
What the intruder has already forgotten
I fire into the center of my belly
Pink liquid and blood spilling
I finger the holes that I felt till that day
Climb inside
Climb inside
Splinters of a carcass remain in my womb
Desperate to consume
A fistful of embryo
Staring at me…
I burn holes…more and more
Until I rest on the ground again
Where the blood spilled
And my body is stretching…
As I realize
My wretched child shall cry all these nights
Desperately I will shield my sobs
As it opens its eyes
Coming out of me…
Like the intrusion of the rock
I will pretend
Like the night it was created
I will pretend that Alone is my friend
And I will bend over in defeat
Letting it out of me
As the liquid spills and spurts
Stretching me more and more….and more
Copyright © Laura Breidenthal | Year Posted 2014
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