Stray Bullets

As I looked upon her face                                                                
                                          

Solace was there in her eyes                                                             
             

Of acceptance running out into fate
 

My fingers grasping for the memories                                                         

As to slipping through her silky hair

In selfishness to embrace denial                                                         
                                           

Was the choking upon every single tear
 

Her, now simply lying…

In my open arms…

And dying                                                                                
                              

Along with all our years
 

Squeezing her tightly,                                                                   
         

Hoping to bring back the life                                                            
             

With sobs to Madeline                                                                    
                     

“It’s not fair!” “It’s not fair!”
 

The calmness was…                                                                        
                  

Her own demeanor without despair…

Her lips, once vibrant, now colorless… began to move nearer                      

And whispers to my ear…
 

“I’m so sorry”

Were words breaking from an angel

And what took hold was confused

I didn’t know what to think                                                              
                          

Or what to do?
 

This fading vision is my whole

And with her, my heart fulfilled

But, what was this confession?

What is her sin?

 

My replies were weeping questions

Of why’s to her apologies

And my own declarations

“If protector, then I should wear the blame”

“Your only crime to bring joy to a man”
 

Then, the tears fell                                                                     
                     

Along with the august rain

Rolled down our cheeks to our lips

And landed on her last                                                                   
                                

But, fading sweet bitter words
 

"Before the ricochet...

I was pregnant with our son”
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Zzzzz Avatar
May 8, 2011 at 3:37 AM
A sad tale indeed.
Kendrick Avatar
May 7, 2011 at 3:21 PM
Interesting thoughts penned..I hope just a topic and not your life..Sara
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