Strain of My Loving Soul

Loving you is continuous pain Unreciprocated Love is a mental drain The thoughts of what if? When? How? And Maybe It’s enough to drive the insane crazy I need to lose this self destruction on which I dwell I’m living a nightmare, my very own hell I can’t find anyone to compare with you You’re my best friend, my soul mate My love for you is true I know you have things to discover And life lessons to learn This waiting game I play is a persistent burn There must be a time when I can move on And show I’ve put right where once was wrong You may or may not regret what we could have had But I know you so well that you will never be sad A true beauty like you will never be alone I just hope he’s a better man than me To take me off my throne When you find someone new I really don’t know what I would do Paranoia and jealousy I know just what I would put myself through But one thing I know I will still be loving you