Stopping Denial

I tried to stop you
i tried to stop you!
i held fast to your hand

don't go! i pleaded
take me, take me

you pushed me away
roughly
just to get your
point across

you don't  need to go
where i  am going
it is going to be tough

you wouldn't be 
able to keep up

My Darling, my darling,
i wept as you faded from
my sight............

i could not believe YOU
left me...
you left your wife

left me standing at  
the door

i got as busy as any wife
would do.....
i put  posters in
every city

have you seen my man?
your precious picture 
stared down at me

i traveled the world over
not looking for anything 
but your image


i ignored the sights in Paris
and the pyramids 
of Egypt

i sailed the oceans
and walked the hot,
hot sands

my eyes were blinded 
with the tears;
tears of loss
that i was unwilling
to understand

i looked at your 
pictures and traced
your likeness with my 
fingers

i got myself on talk shows
and begged you to return
to me...to return to any
given place

when all was finally 
said and done
i drifted back to 
visit with our 
dearest friend

she took my hands
and said.......my dear
friend, you have
to remember 
that he is dead




janetta
Copyright © | Year Posted 2007

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Tugaff Avatar
August 1, 2009 at 10:30 AM
Janetta, Congratulations my friend on your featured poetry. God bless. Ernilando
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July 28, 2009 at 2:58 AM
Congratulations on your poem being featured>>James
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July 27, 2009 at 9:10 AM
Congratulations on your well deserved poetry being featured this week Janetta. Love, Carol
Christian Avatar
July 27, 2009 at 1:29 AM
congratulations on your featured poem, God bless you from diane
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July 26, 2009 at 6:39 PM
So sad. The emotion comes through your words. Acceptance isn't always easy. Congratulations on having your poem featured. Keep on writing! Wishing you continued success. Karen
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