Stop

His words ring in my ears ''dont waste another twenty years'' I know he's right, from ten years old I locked up my emotions and couldnt switch off the anger and pain. His advice is helpful and nice, ''it's not your fault, and I understand your feelings'' time isnt helping. I am trying. Lost in my sleepless solitude and dark thoughts. Who's it hurting only me. If people blame me then more fool them. I wont feel bad for my feelings or guilty. The actions of someone huge in your life can effect you. But it's up to me to stop feeling so bad as I have my life and I choose to live differntly. I am who I am. People make there own choices and I may not agree.