Stimulation: Into the Lane of Lethargic Lamentation

[Before you read, here's something you should know. Parenthesis after the line means the definition of that line.] Chastened by sudden change in mind - I'm exhausted, so stop treading my trail of thought if you can be so kind Untamed soul has come to bed with me, but I don't mind as long as bad times don't unwind in my mind Falling apart again and again and again In the end, my tongue of devouring fire is splintered with remorse that goes out of course Property stolen by the storage room's hoarded belongings...boxes piled up like 2-4-6-8-10... Recognizing the pain - The merciless rain Reconcile our link of lackadaisical love behind closed corridors Miles and miles of climbing your mountain fountain has taken all remaining energy out the living-room window - the snow-white, see-through curtains Don't snitch on me for being discreet with my personal life The aftershocks of disapproval pierced me like a strife knife The wounds beckon to be opened more, so dive on in inside my layered waves of emotion Plans of the future...failed in the past in the United States because the political leaders talk and talk and they don't do what they say all the way...I swore in my passion-confident heart that I will not tear apart because of the downfalls of our nation - the uprisings will rise above the downfalls, which will descend in damaging dread that I will not take part in Economy gone positively wrong, but I'm not in the position to point out all of the faults and wrongs Negative reactions turn into silly, senseless songs The governments of good and evil influences all in a fearful and inadequate way... Chaos and commotion has been the results of predicting for the worst of outcomes - Assuming everything's gonna be okay, but there's still a huge amount of debt to pay per citizen of this Earth... Moodiness has a way of enveloping my inner being - I need a mate or a companion tonight and today Mootness has crowned United States for a long period of time I recall... In unison, we stand tall through it all - be considerate and catch anyone that would fall I have the urge to change my life around for the better But...how? Vulgar language I heard one too many times Grew up in a family of silly, little, mischievous crimes Why are there many movies so crude these days? Persuasive peer pressure whirls around tons of High School grounds...education evolves around the rumors that make some look like a fool The aftermath of watching that equals violence and nonsense talk...Hollywood has been known for releasing films that has made a huge impact on society as a whole...and most people, ignorant with short-term bliss, thinks it's a cool thing to watch destruction, which is a sinister tool... Insidious isolation froze into my soul of shammed shame...construction of my nature is very much needed, Lord I've seen disasters that horrified me on the news channel...and it leaves me wondering "Where is God's Kingdom of Accord?" Intimidated by the realization That I've lived life half-heartedly... Forget and forgive with a sensation of no frustration, but of elevation Paradise road is the road I want to roam Nervously, wandering around cluelessly Unaware of the time...but it makes me tick with slight anxiety... Where is my true Home? Aimlessly, excreting my liquids of lament on the bushes of plenty Where am I supposed to be? I want you to stay, not stray away from me Shouldn't I be free? Possibly? I'd kill to get my thrill of living life prosperously and In luxury...okay, I went overboard with my ambitious mind! My bad I was running away into the lane of lethargic lamentation Vigorously, I was working a sweat and getting adrenalin's sensation I was sweating a lot, walking sluggishly down the block from my house I didn't walk that swagger walk or I didn't talk that flatter talk...I just crept inside my house like a courageous, little mouse...