Still Can'T Let Go

It was clear from the beginning, I was born to love no other. It was clear to my heart that it found it's proper owner. Many things got fuzzy, everything was catastrophic, but one thing never changed. I can't forget my love for you, I can't forget your touch. I can't forget your voice, I can't forget your sight. I can't ignore how my body cries for you, and most certainly not the pain my heart feels. I don't like being with out you, I don't like the hostility in my heart of disgracing your image and wanting it more than ever. I can't control the battle that losing you puts me through, a battle against myself, an infinite realm in which I have no better outcome than perishing after you. I hopelessly wait for my time, I long for the day to reunite with you. I planned a whole lifetime together, my mind can't process the idea of our life not allowing the opportunity. I want you, I need you, time can't heal me, its impossible. I love you, I'll cry it forever. I scream to the world, past the universe past the point of my capable vocal chords. I'd fight with anyone who stood between us, nothing can take me from you. You have my thoughts, my heart, my soul and my body. My first real lover, the first to gain my approval, the first to make me scream "Yes!!" due to the hand you took. I shed my tears for you, and they won't stop coming. I gave you everything, and the only thing I'll be able to do is live my life for you. I'm confused though, how can I live this life when I don't want it, I loathe the day I couldn't live my life with you, I became accustomed to you, to our routine. They say young love is stupid, idiotic, unfathomable, but it was the most real, most wanted most confusing and pleasing thing I've gone through. How can something hurt and cause so much pleasure. There's a reason you place your pride aside for your love.. And that's the sole reason