Staying To Myself

I don’t want to talk to anybody I just want to handle my business and work Tired of talking to the wrong people And being hurt All I did was express how I feel Trying to keep it real I express myself and now I’m crazy And I thought we was cool I guess I’m the fool Now I understand I’m just going to come to work and do what I can I have no friends in this place I just want to work hard and get paid I still have to learn not to be so trusting and open And I can’t always be too friendly Cause I never know who for me or against me That’s why right now I’m hurtin Cause I end up trusting the wrong person This is how it is in this moment in life I tried to be cool with everybody I really tried I’m just going to stay to myself Alone, I’m satisfied It is what it is I get upset just like everybody else When I’m upset and I express myself I don’t hear them say, it’s cool It’ll be ok I turn my back and walk away and they say She’s crazy They just hate They don’t understand me They don’t even try This is why I love poetry Why I love to write Poetry is my therapy I need to stop letting people get to me I know it’ll be ok Can’t let people ruin me I just want to work Put my emotional wall up So again I won’t get hurt And when it’s time to go I walk out that door I don’t want to talk no more See yall tomorrow I'm going to pray and meditate Right now, I'm in my feelings but Yall will see me with a smile the next day