Staying To Myself

I don’t want to talk to anybody
I just want to handle my business and work
Tired of talking to the wrong people
And being hurt
All I did was express how I feel
Trying to keep it real
I express myself and now I’m crazy
And I thought we was cool
I guess I’m the fool
Now I understand
I’m just going to come to work and do what I can
I have no friends in this place
I just want to work hard and get paid
I still have to learn not to be so trusting and open
And I can’t always be too friendly
Cause I never know who for me or against me
That’s why right now I’m hurtin
Cause I end up trusting the wrong person
This is how it is in this moment in life
I tried to be cool with everybody 
I really tried
I’m just going to stay to myself
Alone, I’m satisfied
It is what it is

I get upset just like everybody else
When I’m upset and I express myself
I don’t hear them say, it’s cool
It’ll be ok
I turn my back and walk away and they say
She’s crazy
They just hate
They don’t understand me
They don’t even try
This is why I love poetry 
Why I love to write
Poetry is my therapy
I need to stop letting people get to me
I know it’ll be ok
Can’t let people ruin me
I just want to work
Put my emotional wall up
So again I won’t get hurt

And when it’s time to go
I walk out that door
I don’t want to talk no more
See yall tomorrow
I'm going to pray and 
meditate
Right now, I'm in my feelings but
Yall will see me with a smile the next day
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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December 6, 2018 at 8:05 AM
An honest assessment of the way of the world today.. those who shine like you do will always have haters that will try to cast a shadow on your Light. But the good thing about Light, is that shadows will always be pushed aside by it. Light your candle. And inspire others to light theirs as well.
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November 27, 2018 at 7:05 AM
Wow, Powerful poetry, is this, you write it and say it as it is, such honest,,
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