Stay Close By

Don’t you worry so much... Today is going to be a gracious day We are going to have brunch I am choosing His glorious way today So much has happened in my lifetime I feel alone and on my own, but I’m not It’s not a clever crime to have a good time I feel numb and I’d like to pick a bone with the feeling of naught Stay close by Stay close by I don’t want to feel this yearning sensation Stay by my side, angel of the deep resonation Stay close by Stay close by I don’t need this nervousness and anxiety Stay by my side, angel of grace and positivity Ignoring illuminating light won’t do I’m still sick with the envious love flu I wish I had a girlfriend to be with for the rest of my life I wish I had a winsome, wholesome wife...with no strife Righteously trying to rejuvenate my spirits Trying to use my wits and eating gravel’s grits Saturated in sorrow’s yesterday and dismay I’m sorry I hurt you so much I must say... Regret and remorse has put me out of my misery... Free me from conspiracy...free me from jealousy Stay close by, desires of the maelstrom Pound the drums of succumbing to numb Find me the opportunity to be illuminated optimism Be resilient and be radiant in your shimmering might...I cuddle in my shell of distress Blind by the light of delight and thinking realism Logically lamentable, yet loving as a lush, admirable rose of shamelessness Dreams of beaming, breathtaking bliss Makes me think of the times of happiness Figuring out a way to be joyous and jubilant with very little... Meddling with the mesmerizing moonshine and I sing a riddle A riddle of radiant shine... God of mine, you are my father I am your son in the month of May I am so gay with gladness and no longer in disarray or dismay Humble and hopeful as ever Don’t ever say never...never... Stir away the pain I’m going quite insane I’m going quite insane My membranes in my brain won’t function correctly... Always has been for me frankly Stay close by Stay close by I love you exceedingly Free me from anxiety Drown on the sorrow There is another tomorrow There is another tomorrow There is another toworrow Stay close to me now I really need an outlet somehow So I’m writing poetry To free my mind from despondent reverie To free my soul from a lack of prosperity To free my heart from panic And bring me to a world full of beauty and make me feel less manic Because I’m sick of it all... I’m sick of your bull and I will stand tall... I would bang my head against the wall if I make a grand fall In a merriness ride... I will swallow my pride Dried up like a seed Let me just smoke my weed Let me just smoke my weed Let me be and leave me alone I will be let down and you won’t even answer your phone I have a bone to pick with loneliness on my own But, with God, nothing is impossible My heart is beating in appall But I’m surviving I’m arriving Done with you... Done with you... Done with you... You didn’t get to see me any longer... You left behind the family once again I’m still considered God’s belonger... Where have you been? Am I feeling like a ten? Fine...you won’t embrace me... But God has embraced me with His grimace of grace and cheer He has given me childlike joy