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Don’t you worry so much...
Today is going to be a gracious day
We are going to have brunch
I am choosing His glorious way today

So much  has happened in my lifetime
I feel alone and on my own, but I’m not
It’s not a clever crime to have a good time
I feel numb and I’d like to pick a bone with the feeling of naught

Stay close by
Stay close by
I don’t want to feel this yearning sensation
Stay by my side, angel of the deep resonation
Stay close by
Stay close by
I don’t need this nervousness and anxiety
Stay by my side, angel of grace and positivity 

Ignoring illuminating light won’t do
I’m still sick with the envious love flu
I wish I had a girlfriend to be with for the rest of my life
I wish I had a winsome, wholesome wife...with no strife

Righteously trying to rejuvenate my spirits
Trying to use my wits and eating gravel’s grits
Saturated in sorrow’s yesterday and dismay
I’m sorry I hurt you so much I must say...

Regret and remorse has put me out of my misery...
Free me from conspiracy...free me from jealousy
Stay close by, desires of the maelstrom
Pound the drums of succumbing to numb

Find me the opportunity to be illuminated optimism
Be resilient and be radiant in your shimmering might...I cuddle in my shell of distress
Blind by the light of delight and thinking realism
Logically lamentable, yet loving as a lush, admirable rose of shamelessness

Dreams of beaming, breathtaking bliss
Makes me think of the times of happiness
Figuring out a way to be joyous and jubilant with very little...
Meddling with the mesmerizing moonshine and I sing a riddle

A riddle of radiant shine...
God of mine, you are my father
I am your son in the month of May
I am so gay with gladness and no longer in disarray or dismay

Humble and hopeful as ever
Don’t ever say never...never...
Stir away the pain
I’m going quite insane
I’m going quite insane
My membranes in my brain won’t function correctly...
Always has been for me frankly

Stay close by
Stay close by
I love you exceedingly
Free me from anxiety
Drown on the sorrow
There is another tomorrow
There is another tomorrow 
There is another toworrow

Stay close to me now
I really need an outlet somehow
So I’m writing poetry
To free my mind from despondent reverie
To free my soul from a lack of prosperity
To free my heart from panic
And bring me to a world full of beauty and make me feel less manic
Because I’m sick of it all...
I’m sick of your bull and I will stand tall...
I would bang my head against the wall if I make a grand fall
In a merriness ride...
I will swallow my pride
Dried up like a seed
Let me just smoke my weed
Let me just smoke my weed
Let me be and leave me alone
I will be let down and you won’t even answer your phone
I have a bone to pick with loneliness on my own
But, with God, nothing is impossible
My heart is beating in appall
But I’m surviving
I’m arriving
Done with you...
Done with you...
Done with you...

You didn’t get to see me any longer...
You left behind the family once again
I’m still considered God’s belonger...
Where have you been? Am I feeling like a ten?

Fine...you won’t embrace me...
But God has embraced me with His grimace of grace and cheer
He has given me childlike joy

Copyright © | Year Posted 2020




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