Stay Awake

Often staying low in the crowd
But often awake

Not comfortable but i try to be
thoughts start to come in and
Starting to question everything
and regret my every sin

So it starts with
Like what will I do tomorrow
But as time passes by thoughts escalate
Till I’m drowning in my sorrow

Remembering all my failures
Even details of what I did wrong
After hours of recalled pain
convincing myself that I don’t belong

Ending up feeling isolated
like the silence of my night will never end
I feel like I will never escape
There’s too much I just can’t mend

Everything Everyone’s
Tearing me apart
Just needs to ask myself
Why I can’t I put myself back together

Put myself in the crowd, but I am
Often staying low, in the crowd
But often awake
Battling myself
Battling thoughts
Each time
Every day.

So, I am Often staying low in the crowd
But often awake
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Michael Avatar
December 16, 2017 at 6:01 AM
Jeevika, maybe you are humble...You don't have to be a star anyway... A nice message in your poem...All the best to you
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