Stained Breath

Trigger Warning:
This poem contains themes of toxic relationships, manipulation, emotional abuse, and references to suicidal threats. Please read with care.


I am too alive to die, 
But too dead to live
Meeting you was a slow burn,
Like a burn given by cig.

Started with breaking friendships,
And then you hated to see—
simple dinners with family,
Me just trying to be.

"I want you to myself" 
"You don't give me enough time" 
"I'll kill myself if you ignore." 
"You better stay in line." 

I didn't want anyone to hurt,
So I always complied.
You quoted this was love,
And I believed your lies.

It has become the past now,
And I know it wasn't love.
But the bitter taste still lingers
And it stays like ash in my lungs.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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Agustin Avatar
August 14, 2026 at 12:36 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Lane Avatar
August 10, 2026 at 6:43 AM
All of the things you've mentioned are toxic to a relationship. Read the red flags and walk the other way. Abuse can be physical and verbal and no one should put up with it. I hope this write is fictional, but if not... take care of YOUR needs.
Seeker Avatar
August 10, 2026 at 1:48 AM
Always best to exit toxic relationships. Trauma bonding is a strict no-no. Hope this is a fictional write.
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