Staggering

Today, i found myself. it was not a pretty picture! i sat my religious books upon there self, then stared blankly at my gesture. i saw for but one moment, terrified little me. Screaming curses into a mirror and then i began to flee. Today, i found my soul, it was not an easy task. I sat myself down upon the floor, then drank heavily from a tainted flask. I heard for but a second, terrified little me. Screaming insainities into a blow horn and then i smiled with satanic glee! Today, i found myself and now i know what needs change. I sat down my careless selfish heart, then over my head it began to rain. I smelt the sweetness, from a single drop or two. I thought it mere neatness, when i looked down and saw misted dew. Today, i found myself, and now i feel at peace. Sad is this heart of mine. No longer straight white fleece. Tattered by age that shows not on my face, i walk then stager, willingly leaving this place.