Spiritually Interrupted

SPIRITUALLY INTERRUPTED. I CAME TO EARTH WITH EVERYTHING IN TACT. I was happy curious and with rapid anxiety. couldn't wait to bring the good news from the place where I had just come from, To my new home here on earth. It was just an overwhelming understanding. that I had,Wanted badly to share the joy as I arrived I studied my mothers face. She was beautiful ! I saw no father. As I knew what a mirror was immediately. The science of images and reflections innate. many secrets held in my D.N.A.. and I was well pleased. Delight and light surrounded me then. Everything was good. Somehow my senses were acute; Bees-Butterflies,dandelions. praying mantis even earthworms- were my playmates. Mud pies and the smell of dirt. Everything was intact when I came to earth. Seemed like a lovely place. Riding my tricycle- was quite like the freedom I had known in my other home. Then hooverd a cloud over me. a dreary cloud, Tears were streaming I heard mommy crying. She was only a child I tried to make her smile again. I wanted to know but, she cried even more. I tasted anguish for the first time that day. I was spiritually interrupted afraid, insecure, and confused confounded by the blanks and the sudden disconnection, I built up a wall; The wall protected me from the cacophony of loud ,big people shouting. I retreated into my safe world. Grown-ups they annoyed me All of them ( The big People ) They were different, I vowed to never forget my original self. I vowed that I would always hold on to my Spiritual soul. Years passed and I gathered more of their distorted truth's I wanted to enjoy the body I was placed in. The body I had before the distractions of curves.. Before the mind noise. Before the blood that caused me distress I could hardly hear my inner-voice. I prayed to my inner God. Too much to know- Too much too soon. My innocence melted like a snowball in a furnace. The lust of the big people no longer allowed me the freedom childhood. Now jaded with the burden of womanhood and my childhood was arrested.. My spirit was abruptly interrupted.